Maybe Next Time Lyrics

Why'd you have to go so soon?

This shit is getting so old

You turned away from me and smiled

Like you painted your life gold

But it's all old pain, I think I'm okay

Just holding broken bones

But now you don't exist

And you'll never know what I know

Maybe next time I won't feel so low

Maybe next time I'll think before I go

You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear

Behind these walls of glass I hear

Maybe next time

I'm scared

I've seen this movie and it lives in my fears

I keep it near

To remember the sadness and pain I've felt all year

I know it's not fair, I know I'm in the wrong

But I've hurt myself for way too long

It's not you, it's always been me

I've been fucked up can't you see?

Maybe next time I won't feel so low

Maybe next time I'll think before I go

You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear

Behind these walls of glass I hear

I have a pain that sits deep

Though my faith in you it lets me fight

A thousand words

They're like paper cuts on my mind

On my mind

Maybe next time I won't feel so low

Maybe next time I'll think before I go

You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear

Behind these walls of glass I hear

Maybe next time

Maybe next time