The Quiet Carriage Lyrics

Am I asleep? I can't tell because this writing is unconscious

Quiet carriage train rides, jazz hop often

Oh shit, what's this? Stop it

My Go Card's tapped like my phone when I hop in

I'm digging in the crates on my D.I.T.C.

If you see me, g, please just leave me be

I'm trying to write about this life of mine

We'll see how much the shine shines when I see the life in life

Cause at the moment I think I'm just existing

Worrying about the fact I feel like I'm not living

Then worrying about the worry, rush around I'm in a hurry

Trying to see a little money, I declutter in a hurry

Clutter in my mind, I meditate for five minutes

Find all the healing frequencies, nah, I'm kidding

I take a breath and take a hit, roll back my shoulder blades

And try remember everything that I was ever told today

I draw a blank like what sterile guys shoot

Working like a damn detective when I'm trying to find who

Could be the key to my success, maybe I'm just seeing red

But to me I think I'm beating the past me

And that's the only thing I care about

Progress is the motto, see myself and then I stare him down

Walls I'm gonna tear them down, rules I'm gonna break them all

Chilling with the jazz hop, declining never taking calls

Doors closed, eyes wide, heart big

Looking straight down cause I ain't trying to start shit

Cup of coffee, headphones with the jazz hop

Keep on writing lyrics, watch them fade into the backdrop

Doors closed, eyes wide, heart big

Looking straight down cause I ain't trying to start shit

Cup of coffee, headphones with the jazz hop

I keep on writing lyrics, watch them fade into the backdrop

Hop trains, that's hip, get it? Hip hop

List what's on my mind, tell my notes why I'm pissed off

I get big props but only from my girlfriend

The person right beside me when the world ends

Tell friends that I'm fine cause the truth is I am

And the plan is to be better than fine, and get better at life

Go legendary status

I should let them have it but instead I'm going backwards

At least it feels that way, cause I can feel that pain

I go construction and I build today

Build music for your headphones, cars plus Bluetooth speakers

Anything proof, plus a few new heaters

For the times when it gets cold

Will I get old? No, never, go tenfold on my last ten digits

Might only be a hundred like I keep it still I'm in it till I win it

Doors closed, eyes wide, heart big

Looking straight down cause I ain't trying to start shit

Cup of coffee, headphones with the jazz hop

Keep on writing lyrics, watch them fade into the backdrop

Doors closed, eyes wide, heart big

Looking straight down cause I ain't trying to start shit

Cup of coffee, headphones with the jazz hop

Keep on writing lyrics, watch them fade into the backdrop

Doors closed, eyes wide, heart big

Start this new chapter lock-stepping and I'm marching

Barging through doors till I'm past this

Till the day I die, lines out like I'm casting

Take 'em all to church like Jay in the past did

With a mask in my pocket, yeah, I'm a bastard

I'm Illmatic, still at it like Nas is

With my doors closed, eyes wide, and my heart big