Odds Are Lyrics

I know you probably didn't mean what you said

And every time you screamed at me in your Honda CRV it's cause you cared so god Damn much

But I think that I'm running out of excuses

Even my parents stopped holding back using words they don't usually use about you

But you were so convinced you're right

That blame belongs on both our sides

And you swore that I made you cry as much as you did to me

But I don't think you've got a clue

What it was like loving you

To feel yourself losing your mind

And knowing there's nothing you can do

Maybe you loved me deep down

And you hid it all under that thorny crown

But if I had to guess I'd say odds are one in a hundred thousand

Yeah the odds are you never cared about me

So go ahead and spare me the psych lecture baby

How all your fear manifests in immature anger and hatred

I took the classes too

But there's no amount of rationalization

To justify fucking my life up without reservation

With each conversation I learned to hate myself

So I don't think you've got a clue

What it was like loving you

To feel yourself losing your mind

And knowing there's nothing you can do

Maybe you loved me deep down

And you hid it all under that thorny crown

But if I had to guess I'd say odds are one in a hundred thousand

Yeah the odds are you never cared about me

So I always apologized

Made every single compromise

Hoping that you'd realize hurting me hurts you too

But I don't think you've got a clue