love, Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder why I sigh so much

Why I lie so much for so long

I recall my tears like rain before

Now nothing hits the floor, long gone

Then again my memory's hazy

So just maybe I am lying to myself

And you'll be here

How many times must I fall down

To stand up without a sound and leave

I'm asleep too soon to see

Hope it grows heavy

Waiting gently, I know

Love feels more empty

Every time I grow

After we fight

I would write you a letter starting

Dear you, I'm sorry

I'm sorry for all the things I've done

I'm sorry for crying, for lying

For sleeping too much, and doing too little, I'm so sorry for it all

I would sign these letters "love, always yours"

I would cry hoping you'd hear me and forgive me

Hug me, hold my hand again

Then we'd make up and I'd smile but the creases of my eyes were gone

What does that mean

I remember before it was easy

You'd sit me on your lap and I would giggle as we tickled the keys

The Chopin you would play

And you'd hold me in your arms

You'd shield me from all harm day after day

Now the Choping I relay

Fingers grasping in a daze

Fighting 'gainst the numbing of my heart

Are you proud of me

Oh, hope it grew heavy

Waiting gently, I knew (What does it mean)

Love felt so empty

Every time I grew (What does it mean)

(What does it mean)