Always Be There ft. Parlay Pass Lyrics

I pray these drugs don't take control of me

I think the devil got a hold of me

And I know that I'm lying when I say that I'm fine I pray you'll always be there

I know it's hard to get a hold of me

Right next to you is where I'm supposed to be

So if you change your mind I'm thankful you tried all the moments we shared

I'll never forget

I'm eating mushrooms I'm just trying to find that magic

I'm trying to grow up swear I'm trying to change my habits

Great as an artist as a person I'm just average

So many scars that I ain't never get to bandage

Came up in poverty that's why sometimes I feel like I live lavish

Now I'm stepping back then we were sharing shoes I passed on my school dances

My bros still in these streets every day they taking chances

Back then we couldn't eat now we fly over the atlas

Girl every time we meet I fall in love when you bat your lashes

But with you I can't be damn I hate that I'm too damaged

My bro he in a cell because I know he just too savage

And some people don't wish me well I can't blame them please get past it

I saw my momma in pain with so much love still in her eyes

I saw my dad struggle and never fold that's why I'm always by his side

And I've broke so many hearts I said I'd never be that guy

I feel my soul it cry

I pray these drugs don't take control of me

I think the devil got a hold of me

And I know that I'm lying when I say that I'm fine I pray you'll always be there

I know it's hard to get a hold of me

Right next to you is where I'm supposed to be

So if you change your mind I'm thankful you tried all the moments we shared

I'll never forget

Pray to god so much shit I gotta confess

Dancing with the devil I know my momma she stressed

My little bro gone I had to put him down to rest

Now I'm chewing Percocets so I can forget

So much regret I'm on the meds

My brother dead and it's stuck in my head

Pouring out red cause my life is a mess

Said I would quit but I did it again

I don't write shit my bro Don still in the pen

Fighting with depression and I don't know how to vent

How to begin where do I start

I'm trying to move my life was in park

Locked in a cell with no lights it was dark

It was hard fucking hard but I know I had to go harder

We was broke as hell I was trapping out of that Honda

But now I'm in a foreign my life move a little faster

I was getting booked but now I'm on another chapter

I'm done with the partying that shit don't even matter

All these drugs fucking up my bladder

I pray these drugs don't take control of me

I think the devil got a hold of me

And I know that I'm lying when I say that I'm fine I pray you'll always be there

I know it's hard to get a hold of me

Right next to you is where I'm supposed to be

So if you change your mind I'm thankful you tried all the moments we shared

I'll never forget