FLASHLIGHT + HOLE Lyrics

I don't really like to keep friends

I don't really like to do trends

Seems like I've grown up instead

I'mma smoke a j relax and all you niggas you may go ahead

I know my life is quite pathetic

Take these drugs and I swear that you'll regret it

You might end up at the medic

You might scream away for help

But you ain't need nobody else if you ain't tryna help yourself goddamn

Swear this ain't the plan goddamn

I grew up as a christian I was following the man

Got a bible on my bed but I hardly ever read it

I'm a problem only going back to it just when I need it goddamn

Prayed to the lord to forgive

Prayed to the lord told him that I wanna quit

Consumed by the evil turned me to an addict

And I need it in system so I'm not a savage goddamn

Got a proclivity to smoke

But I put zero effort to be sober it's the hope

That's keeping me alive don't be fooled cuz I ain't woke

My ignorance hid in the grammar that I spoke

I know

The image that's presented all along is a fraud and it's hidden in the valleys of my Tongue

My true image is the one that's of a plug

Imma give you what you need if you could give me what I want

I'm not a good person

I am a user

After I'm done with you

I start to manoeuvre

I'm not a good person

I am a user

After I'm done with you

I start to manoeuvre

Turn that flashlight on

Let's see what you hiding

I can't right my wrongs

It's peace that I'm finding

Turn that flashlight on

Let's see what you hiding

I can't right my wrongs

It's peace that I'm finding

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah woah

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control

What is your pride

Claiming it's yours when it's really mine

Now take off that mask

Let's see all the pain you've been trying to hide

I'm tryna contest

Cuz I know I'm greatest to do this alive

I rap to inspire

All the niggas that struggle to carry their lives

I've witnessed the goods I've witnessed the bads

I got loads of stories to tell

I've witnessed the earth I've witnessed the heavens and double the witness for hell

I speak to myself just to vent out my problems

when they ain't nobody to tell

I got equanimity I can perform when it's time for my music to sell woah

You gotta aim for the throne woah

Exactly what pride means

Accepting defeat is a bad dream

A win everyday is in my genes

There's resilience all over my team

Ain't no crossovers when we in my scene

Got a problem with looking at my streams

Cuz I swear a decline is a bad dream ok

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah woah

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control