Do I Believe Me? Lyrics

Do I believe me

When I say that I have changed

Or is it deceiving

With all the lies that I have said

Am I misleading

All the people around me

And am I receding

To what I always used to be

I think I needed to fall apart

To make sure I wouldn't break your heart

So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking

And everything always happens for a reason

I never thought change would be good to me

So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking

And everything always happens for a reason

I never thought change would be good to me

(I never thought that change would be good to me)

I'm finally feeling like myself again

And for a second there I thought

I'd always fucking spend

Every night

Out late pop pills to the start of light

Drive drunk for the thrills just to risk my life

Lose control of the night

But the feeling was right

But the feeling was right and so wrong

I think I needed to fall apart

To make sure I wouldn't break your heart

So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking

And everything always happens for a reason

I never thought change would be good to me

So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking

And everything always happens for a reason

I never thought change would be good to me