never earn it Lyrics

You were comfortable with lies

And I let you do it

I couldn't help but ruin

The one thing

After all the tears I cried

I finally noticed

I shouldn't have to do this

Not this time

I only have myself to blame

A hurricane inside my brain

Looking for an escape

Setting fire to the rain

Tear drops burn with every flame

Why don't I escape?

The worst things on my mind

They're sure that I'm not hurting

Karma for all my crimes

I'm convinced I'm not worth it

God damn, I want to be fine

To think that I can't learn it

And I'll never earn it

I'll never earn it

I was comfortable to lie

I made myself look crazy

I couldn't think but maybe

I wasn't

I do this every single time

They're gonna think I'm crazy

And I've been giving up lately

I can't stand it

I only have myself to blame

A hurricane inside my brain

Looking for an escape

Setting fire to the rain

Tear drops burn with every flame

Why don't I escape?

The worst things in my mind

They're sure that I'm not hurting

Karma for all my crimes

I'm convinced I'm not worth it

God damn, I want to be fine

To think that I can't learn it

And I'll never earn it

I'll never earn it

Thought that I was good, I

Never thought I would

Fall down worse than ever

I never thought I'd be the

One thing keeping me from

Letting it get better

You were comfortable with lies

And I let you do it

I couldn't help but ruin

The one thing

After all the tears I cried

I finally noticed

I shouldn't have to do this

Not this time