Can't Stay (Freestyle) Lyrics

If i said am ok then i prolly lied

Since you left me

I felt like nearly died

Iv searching for inner peace

But you were the piece that brought

Peace to my messy life

like a puzzle thats missing piece

Im missing how you came and made me complete

Without you i constantly suffer defeat

Ye you were my piller kept me on my feet

N'Everyday is a struggle to cope

I'Cant lie men i been losing hope

Stuck

Stuck in a place where being happy is a romour

The pain and sadness it grew like a tumour

Forsaking my ghost,i know is aint right

But so the dejection i feel in the night

My thoughts go against me

Like why wont you end me

(Why won't you end it men,jus.just end it)

N when i wake up, I feel the same stuff

Its like am stuck up in a loop and I can't break out...

Wish i could freeze frame and maybe just then

Press pause on every m***damn thing

Emotional paralysis,

I ......can't feel nothing else but this

I..Need to get away from this

I .......can't go on living like this..

I can't stay I'm this place

It's killing me inside ...everyday

I pray I find a Way

a path to lead me to a place to take the pain all away

And the drugs don't help

And the money won't too

Cause they both don't last

And that just won't do

I'm searching for a way to make the happiness last