its not helping.. Lyrics

Do you ever wonder what it's like to love yourself

I mean like really love yourself

You wake up and the world is a brighter place

Everything surrounds you with love

I guess there's a world like that in all of us

But this pain and sorrow it will never help

They say it gets better

I'm sick of writing this shit

Maybe the pain doesn't help

Maybe the drugs didn't help

I could say I'm sick of myself

It's all okay I'll do it tomorrow

Lie to myself I'll do it tomorrow

Wake up let myself down again

I'm back on the drugs

The pain never ends

Back in my head I don't wanna sleep

Battle myself everyday just to eat

Wake up everyday damage my health

It's not helping it does not help

Drugs and the pain it never helps

I'm back to the voices

Tell me to kill myself

I hated my life so it ends at the belt

Wake up everyday just to damage my health

It's not helping it does not help

I'm back to the voices

Tell me kill myself

The more you watch the world burn

The more this dungeon gets brighter

And the loneliness overcomes your everyday life

Millions of people around you

Lying to each other for what they call happiness

Nobody is ever happy

The lies will begin to show