closure freestyle Lyrics

I built these walls around me

Cause I thought they were bullet proof

But I don't think I'm finding safety

Cause I'm stuck with memories of you

On replay

Breaking down

Losing my mind

3 to 4 times one day

Runnin in circles

Tryna find answers to make it go away

And I still don't understand why I gotta be the one to carry this weight

Carry this weight

And maybe one day this won't hurt like it does

But right now I feel stuck and I'm losing patience

Cause forgive

I couldn't do it yet

And closure

That's one thing I'll never get

Okay

I've been I've been thinking about it

And I've been tryna work on staying grounded

Spending hours wondering how I

Spent so many years giving you my power

Now I'm at the bottom

Everybody watching

Do I got the strength to stay above all the waters

I don't know

And I wasted so much time

Chasing you when I should fallback

But it's only cause of you

That I had to learn to fight back

Ain't that some shit

Yeah your little secret of all that you did

I'm ready to air out that bitch

And I am not the one to keep quite for your pride

Yeah you burned all those bridges

Had me believing that I deserved it

Took advantage of all i did

To switch up

You so damn selfish

Shit's impressive

And there's nothing you can do to ease this pain

I'm surprised you got the nerve to show your face

To say my name

But at least it's nice to know

Now i'm the one on top

And our roles have changed