I'm Lost Lyrics

Is all a long story we gon keep it short though

Ey uh ey yeah hmmm uh yeah uh

Have to learn to love myself, I'm still working at it

A functional dependent, I'm a working addict

I laugh behind the pain, yeah I try to mask it

Biggest character flaw? How I remain static

If I look into the mirror, my reflection'll shatter

The glass couldn't be clearer, it's imitating my pattern

I am tattered and torn, just like my old notebook

When'd my strait & straight curve turn into a coat hook?

I'm lost

Talking like another person is inside of me

I'm wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me

If I point him out, would he say bye to me?

Either way I'll be lonely, oh what an irony

It's fine with me

Grew up in a place with nobody to vent to, whenever shit's getting wild

I go cry in my bedroom, but still nobody can hear it

Suffice it to say, it seems my only grace is I can make it a lyric

Lay it over a beat, all with delivery peerless

then allow it to leak so finally somebody hears it

Once prayed to the spirit, left with my glass half empty

Now I pray to the spirits, at least they fill me plenty (But)

How can I love you, when I cant love myself

Each day I wake up, wishing I'm someone else

How can I love you, when I cant love myself

Each day I wake up, Each day I wake up

Wishing I was someone else

I threw my coins in the well

I put my eggs in one basket and I hoped they would sell

I was hoping you could tell that I've been dreaming of this

Ever since a little kid eating gari and chips

Ever since I saw my mom being to beaten to bits

Let's talk about the good times, I believe they exist

But not a one'll come to mind, how memories play tricks

I'm lost

Talking like another person is inside of me (Who?)

I'm wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me (It's him)

If I point him out, would he say bye to me? (Nah)

Either way I'll be lonely, oh what an irony

It's fine with me (But)

How can I love you, when I cant love myself

Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else