Outsider Lyrics

All the shit internalized, gotta verbalize

Eulogized with the words they scrutinize

By the time they realize, it's already memorized

Break it down, organize, compartmentalize

The apple of my eye, lobo-botomize

Broken, broken promises, been compromised

Put a dot on the t, put a cross thru my i's

How can I die, already dead inside

Already dead inside

Fucking hate all the things they romanticize

Couldn't flatter myself if I even tried

What surmise ain't much of a surprise

Enjoy the ride cuz we all meet the same demise

Of all the things I've seen and fantasize

Still haven't learned how to be satisfied

My oh my, baptized in the fire

Tried my damndest to hide Mister Hyde

You just gotta grow up and learn to take pride

So I did dat

Talking to myself, couldn't get my words out

If this ever gets out, let me know if it worked out

Yea, that's something that I love to know

I'm not someone that you wanna know

Something that I love to know

I'm not someone that you wanna know

Got me screaming on the phone, so you can hear me better

Mo money, no money doesn't make it better

Could be worse, then again it could be much better

Took a turn for the worst, change for the better

Better safe than sorry, never been safe or sorry

Hope you got my letter, guess we will never know

Those I hold close, I can never let em know

Cuz