GRIEF Lyrics

Been feeling like I ain't been happy in a fucking minute

So will you humor me before I reach my fucking limit

I got a story that is not made for the timid

But I still want you to sit there and bear witness

My friend just died, am I allowed to talk about it

Fuck you never mind, I never want to talk about it

Why the fuck you never ask if I can talk about it

Sorry I'm angry but this shit hurts I'm down about it

It's not fair because I didn't know he had his problems

Like all the fucked up shit they said atop of ivory columns

He always hid his scars and smiled through the pain, I guess

Had the thoughts of shutting down start to get belligerent

Now I'm wishing I could've been a shoulder to cry on

Asking why at 3 am his lights on

He never had a chance when brought into the onslaught

Constantly anxious, brain racing with the bad thoughts

Suffered in silence, never want to bring it home with him

But it consumed his waking thoughts till it was all of him

No outlet present, kept it buried hidden from within

Parents left in shock, thought that nothing's wrong with him

It makes me fucking sick to think that he had to die so young

He's just a fucking kid, you happy that he's gone

It's all your fault but you still think that you've done nothing wrong

I hope you're begging for release when you hear this song

Don't think that no one heard what the fuck you said about him

All the those fucked up names you used to fucking shout about him

You made every day pain but beg to god about it

You'll never see his kingdom, make your fucking peace about it

He may not be here anymore but you're the fucking coward

You made every day misery just to feel empowered

There's consequences to your choices now the world is soured

I hope you're scared of what's to come in your final hour

This feels like therapy in stereo

I'm still a broken mess since I've known

We've all been feeling numb since you ain't been home

I might be right behind you, catch you in the spirit zone