- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
I've spent the last 20 years tryna Figure it out
Chasing clout saving change from Up under the couch
Moving out damn momma who's in charge of me now
Scary world if I die who gon carry Me out
And if heavens real then bury me Now
I know it's scary
I can't make it acting like no bitch
I ain't Tyler perry
I'm Struggling finding love
Cus hoes is getting weary and
Cupid is at the club so aint no one Getting married
I tried and gave it my best
But maybe it's time I rest
I lost too many friends
I squeezed but nothing is left
I fear I'm at the end
Slowly approaching death
And if legends never die
Is x still holding his breath
I wonder
How it feels when you under
Like getting stuck by lightning
You ain't hearing the thunder
It's just clap clap boom
Life is all of a sudden
So if it ends right now
Was you as real as you wanted
I wonder
Hold your hands and pray
That you might last the days
I see it in his face
I see it in his face
He's scared to die
You make me feel like it's over
You make me feel like it's over
Well I'm scared to be alive
To be alive
You ever had bitches talking shit
And yo niggas don't help with shit
And you feeling so helpless,
Like so god don't make me quit
I ain't tryna be pessimistic, but Fame seem unrealistic
I'm Working my ass off but money Seem to be missing
My problem I'm not consistent
I do shit without Intention
If I planned my day to day
I promise shit would be different
They look at me like some menace
Fuck thoes who offended
We kill or be killed
And Niggas still playing victim
That's facts
Yeah y'all mad at the facts
They Took the water out the city
But they blame it on rap
God gave me big shoulders put the hood on my back
I ain't someone to delete tweets when I'm feeling attacked
You want war then it's war
We showed up to yo door
Don't blame it on being black you Gone fail cus you poor
Rapping was my last resort I can't Dance for awards
Rapping put me in resorts off Coast by shore
They want more
Hold your hands and pray
That you might last the days
I see it in his face
I see it in his face
He's scared to die
You make me feel like it's over
You make me feel like it's over
Well I'm scared to be alive
To be alive