Silence Lyrics

I got scars but I say I'm fine

Cause I got wounds that'll never heal

I done lost my shawty & my best friend

I done lost my shordie who's my best friend

& I done gave away my vehicles

Take the wheel, don't know where I'm going

Cause I don't know what I'm gone lose next

If I win then I might lose next

I don't hear the silence it's too loud around me

I don't hear the music anymore cause it got quiet

I don't even know how I should feel cause this ain't right

I can't bring 'em back

Say we all one cloth but ain't the same thread

All this heartbreak in my body I could play dead

I been stuck on my probation, I can't take meds

How the fuck I lost my brother when I break bread

Now I'm haunted by your memories, can't sleep at night

Don't why it all went wrong while I been doing right

Don't know if I got the strength to go through this again

After everyone I lost, I don't want friends

Ion need a chance

Ion need no hand

Forty acres later, if I'm high then I could maybe land

Time & time again, I been through hell & I don't understand

How you break your promise when you shook my mothafuckin hand

Lately it been getting scary

Headlines & obituaries

I can't believe that's IT, cause I am not from Derry

Stay inside, fuck a date & now I vibe with Carry

Taking lives ain't the reason that we fuckin carry

Pull my heart strings, I'm gone again

I done lost too many now I seen the end

I don't ask God why he chose me

I just been keeping up my head

Been through hard times, I stride through

My blood ain't even like y'all's

Brodie I keep thinking I'm gone see you in the nightfall

It get confusing when they tell me it ain't my fault

My brodie called me, he could see it in my eyeballs

I don't got no pain that I can't handle, don't even worry bout me

I see a snake up in the grass & I don't let him by me

My baby wanna hold it down, are you really bout me?

Please forgive me if I'm mean, I been really drowning

I got scars but I say I'm fine

Cause I got wounds that'll never heal

If I win then I might lose next

Cause I don't know what I'm gone lose next

I can't hear the silence it's too loud around me

I can't hear the music anymore cause it got quiet

I don't even know how I should feel, cause this ain't right

I can't bring 'em back

Say we all one cloth but ain't the same thread

All this heartbreak in my body, I could play dead

I been stuck on my probation, I can't take meds

How the fuck I lost my brother when I break bread

I done lost my shawty & my best friend

I done lost my shordie who's my best friend

& I done gave away my vehicles

Take the wheel, don't know where I'm going