sorry for myself Lyrics

Lie in bed wide awake at night

Think of what your hand felt like wrapped in mine

Used to trace your body on my sheets

Now you only visit me in my dreams

Back when it all went wrong

How did you move on

So easily you treated me

So carelessly so I had to leave

Feeling sorry for myself

I know you put me through hell

You're so damn bad for my health and

I can't help but wish you well

I left my tears in the stairwell

Put my pride up on the shelf

Now you want me to say sorry

I'm just sorry for myself

I'm just sorry for myself

Tried to see the best in you through your flaws

Wrapped me up in games and played me like a pawn

Turned my back on every red flag in sight

And I pretended I was colorblind

You started to withdraw

When all that we had was gone

You pleaded, retreated

I thought you were distraught

Feeling sorry for myself

I know you put me through hell

You're so damn bad for my health and

I can't help but wish you well

I left my tears in the stairwell

Put my pride up on the shelf

Now you want me to say sorry

I'm just sorry for myself

You can say that you want me back

Shoulda known it was all an act

You can say that you want me back

Used to call me up and you would act so sad

Played me like a fool until I finally snapped

And why would I apologize for that?

Feeling sorry for myself

I know you put me through hell

You're so damn bad for my health and

I can't help but wish you well

I left my tears in the stairwell

Put my pride up on the shelf

Now you want me to say sorry

I'm just sorry for myself

You can say that you want me back

I'm just sorry for myself

Shoulda known it was all an act

I'm just sorry for myself