Left The Youniverse Lyrics

In recent news there was the story about a man

Who unawarely lived unhappily in a yearslong relationship

With a woman who constantly cheated on him

And oh yeah, he was unaware

But one may ask why he wasn't eager enough

To reflect and question uncertainties

Why in the name of whoever did you not act

It's all a matter of self knowledge and to have heart

One disposition's enough for a break

Two deep incisions are too much to take

One fool's indecision's enough to prove fake

To a relation for bogeyman's sake

How can you deny that your emotions were not real

And how can you defy trust as most fundamental deal

And how can you imply still our love was under seal

When secretly you tied a rope around my neck for me to feel

Go

Breathless, shocked, numb and messed up

Detained to act as adult

No more sense for a blessed hub

My wounds full of salt

My suffering seemed to bring you

Satisfaction, oh come on

There was no whole left of me

Just some fractions of some fractions of some fractions of some

I'm a fool, I see it in your face

I'll leave the youniverse you've built up in my head in pure disgrace

I feel fear and shivers coldly crawling up my shoulder

I can see it, I can smell it, I can sense it, cannot get no colder

Never

So I'm gone into the stars

My scars will then prevent me from this mess

False decisions for wrong reasons

I felt so betrayed

But now my mind is free again

Bound by the habit to follow and hush

Caught in the act, but unable to flush

Since the occasion was pictured too lush

You skipped the farewell in self-righteous rush

How could you forget how life was when you had been free

And how couldn't you regret to miss the opportunity

And how could you be upset 'bout letting flow your destiny

When you let yourself be ruled by alien force intentionally

Go

Breathless, shocked, numb and messed up

Detained to act as adult

No more sense for a blessed hub

My wounds full of salt

But by the time I untangled

My life with simple action

All I can tell you is that

By now you only give my middlefinger an erection

I ain't no fool, I saw it in your face

I left that youniverse you've built up in my head in pure disgrace

I felt fear and shivers coldly crawling up my shoulder

I could see it, I could smell it, I could sense it, couldn't get no colder

Never

So I'm gone into the stars

My scars will now prevent me from this mess

Live for today

Cuz now's not yesterday

I wanna breathe again, I learned from my blunder

Now i can take over the reins of my own destiny

And lift myself up from down under

You're the fool in my eyes

Your tragic flaw, your demise

But I am sure now that at least

The beast inside me found myself