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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

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Remember i loved more she took my heart and i love less

A nigga went missing i gave up my interest in bitches i'm colder and upset

Now i'm ignoring the bitches that see something in me that think that they up next

But i'm so empty my heart play against me cause all of my needs going unchecked

Same day i saw LJ outside and told him i wanna live upstate

Maybe a hour later was chilling with Lessley and then got the update

Text me she wanna be single again and we gotta figure out us wait

I finally made up my mind to love her with all of my heart now i'm stuck wait


Couple tough weeks came up late

Still gotta celebrate her birthday

Still got trips planned out of the country

And this don't feel like the first dates no more

I'm fighting for us and she fighting to leave

Want her as wifey she wanna be free

This is a outcome i couldn't believe

Why the fuck would she do this shit to me


Go through emotions but i Couldn't show it

Ain't change my status or my cover photo

Beautiful madness gon drop in a moment

But i wasn't happy was empty and soulless

Number than ever because my heart frozen lost the biggest thing i ever had

The people who hurt you always the closest

No truer words have ever been spoken ahhh


Remember i loved more now i love less in my love life

All the stress that these bitches come with i can't let it effect how i love life

Going forward i'm treating these bitches like nothing and it's not a surprise

Case and point this new beauty that just popped up on me

Show sign that she wants Mines


Last year changed me and made me the worst

And here come a younger chick showing Some thirst

Finding me interesting putting me first annoyed at the way

I'm not putting in work

I leave her on read ignoring her calls

I will not catch her if she wanna fall

Guarding myself as i put up these walls

This about me this ain't about ya'll


Five something face on ten curvy body some nice features

When i had myself a keeper member when i couldn't keep her

Why should i pursue her deeper when my cold heart is out of reach

And in the long run she gon feel just like i feel because of me


I got some problems she can't fix don't give a fuck about no bitch

Or how good she say she is cause ya'll lie and full of shit

It's no love left in my heart ain't no time to get it back

Tired of giving ya'll the world just for ya'll to give it back bitch


Look i lost my heart and then caught covid

For the second time a nigga really living feeling hopeless

Had to leave my momma crib and at my dad's i couldn't focus

Wore my heart all on my sleeve but somehow they couldn't notice


I was watching how the pain in my heart was steady growing

And i ain't see no pills on his dresser i could cope with so i

Feel the strength of punches niggas gotta roll with

And beautiful madness suffering a lack in the promotion


So same time i said fuck this shit

Fans hit me in the dm's like i love your shit

But my number one fan had enough of this

So leaving me became part of her bucket list


I was shattered i was broken i was bruised i was scarred

Started screaming in the air and i started to blame god

Like like like why my nigga

Why you take away the only bitch i like my nigga ahhh


Shit now i'm left all alone and a long way from home and I'm empty and gone

And she simply moved on weaker will

And i won't see me do it and i don't so i'm losing all My hope

Staring at my cell phone just waiting on a ring

Staring at her pictures looking at the memories

Then staring at the ceiling suffering with tougher feelings

Thinking bout the babies we supposed to have


I had problems tryna sleep it off all day

Back of my wallet said i'll be with you always

Keep imagining you coming through the doorways

Or blow me kisses when you leaving In the hallway


For a while pretended to stay fine while you killed the old me

And made a new one same Time

Feel like this is jail though we rarely face time

And i heard getting over your love gon take Time


When you give em everything what you left with

And can you get back anything that they left with

I wrote a letter but probably won't send the message

Cause she gon leave me on read because it's desperate


And she packed up all my clothes in a shopping bag

That's a way to let me know we ain't rocking back

My heart stopped thinking that we finally over

Day and night i felt all this shit sober hold up

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