3AM Lyrics

Say you love me but why do I feel like you judging?

We're not in court hit the tennis ball mood swings back and forwards

I don't think you trust me

Sent a text but I'm left on read never felt so empty

Couple months back different story yea funny how time changes people's priorities

I went spirally deep every single week another problem

My mental state stumbling

Trying to grab a hold of something, woo

They give out checks but don't check on me

These days I only get one text a week

That's from mum telling her son to get sleep, that's real

It's three am staring at the phone again

Wondering where the time has been

Three am once again with the pad

And pen writing down where the time has been

Late nights when I'm up in my mind

I talk to God but his voice is silent

Talk to God but the noise is violent

Probably cause I'm not trying

You can't answer prayers not said to you I don't like it

I get lost along the way and lose track of life

Turning through my pages to find no writing

Kind of hard when you tired

Kind of hard when you in the line of fire

Hard to hear the truth when you keep on lying

And I keep telling myself each day

You gonna be better but that ain't the case

Good days then there are bad

Got to focus on the good memories I had

Kind of hard when I look back

I don't see that

I don't that man

Still holding onto moments

Looking through the glass but it's broken

Guess I pushed too hard now the picture I had has changed

It's out of focus

Kind of like how people shift

Same problems we same them different

Here we are still reminiscing

The past won't change yet here I visit

Push away the ones that I love the most

I don't like when strangers they get too close cause they hurt the most

It's three am staring at the phone again

Wondering where the time has been

Three am once again with the pad

And pen writing down where the time has been

Man I wonder would we wander

Down a path we new wouldn't take us beyond a certain point

Most of us would take a wiser option

Yea that's how I'm trying to view life

Learning the ropes, trying to take flight

Uh kind of hard when I don't like saying no to temporary things in life

Yeah never had real money in the bank

Thank God I had real friends

My circle small vision big but it all depends on who you round with

And I keep telling myself each day

You gonna be better but that ain't the case

It's three am and I'm crying

It's three am and I'm lying down wondering where the time has gone

And if I should keep on trying

And I wonder why, why do people have to lie?

It's three am staring at the phone again

Wondering where the time has been

Three am once again with the pad

And pen writing down where the time has been