My Year Lyrics

If you know what i been through you wouldn't even judge me

PTSD couldn't even be out in public

The shit that i seen i gotta keep it private

I follow him on the gram now he think that he know me

Everybody got they hands out

I stopped checking on em all they wanted was money

If the effort not equal I can't fuck with you

When you down on your dick they don't fuck with you

The feelings is Mutual I don't fuck with you n****

I been through a lot you don't know me no-more

If you owed me money you don't owe me no more

If you don't see me with them n***** I don't know em

I fed the hood , didn't feed myself

Now I don't got shit to show for it

Not going back but I'm going forward

Aye this ain't rap this poetry

Making big life choices can be scary

Has somebody ever left then seen that they need you

Gotta keep a eye on them n*****

Cause that's the type mf that's gonna bleed you

Told them I'll make it nobody believed

Can't make nobody stay if you gone leave then leave

When it's finally your turn

You gone see why the wait was necessary

Everybody have a last day with you it's up to you to decide

Can't be playing shit cool

N**** you gotta pick your side

Might be my last day with you

Gotta grow I can't stay the same

My roof clear I see when it rain

See me winning really gave you pain

N**** I'm winning why you feel pain

When I'm up why you feel pain?

Switching gears in the Porsche truck

N**** I'm staying in my lane

You in the same place as you was last year

All that fake love won't last here

To make it here feel like light years

All the long nights too many tears

Jail cells sitting in tier

If this a race then I'm in top gear

Fuck that this my year

Fuck that this my year

N****

This shit get hard man

God know I'm trying

I just gotta make it