Goodbye for Now Lyrics

It's time for me to go

I've said all I can say

But first you ought to know

Before I go away

When you saw me in the snow

On that cold November day

I was thinking of you

And I was okay

But my Dear I need to go

Before you make me stay

The promises I broke

You never made

And I don't wanna be someone

You remember as a coward and small

I'd rather not be someone you remember at all

You tell me stop swimming in circles

And follow the flow of the stream

I hold my head above the water

As my bones are picked clean

My eyes are filled with tears

As I dwell on what you said

Cause even after all these years

I can tell you want me dead

But when resentment rears

It's dreadful, awful, bitter head

I no longer fear

I laugh instead

Cause I know I'll never be someone

You remember only once in a while

I only wanna be someone you remember and smile

You tell me just glide for once

And don't fly so close to the sun

I thought freedom was supposed to be fun

But once the wax melts and it's over and done

I look around and I don't know anyone

I still remember what you told me all those years ago

That if I survived myself, it would be a fucking miracle

From here I don't know If I'm looking down at my reflection

Or staring up at the sky

But I really don't care where I am

Hell, I'm barely wondering why

I find myself so close to the doves

So are they holding me up

Or am I learning to fly?

It's time I say goodbye

This high will do just fine