Life of Old Lyrics

New life in Jesus Christ, Hallelujah

Cannot go back to the life of old

Living for myself, heart of stone so cold

Tried to numb the pain, but the bottles got old

Waking up in shame always feeling alone

Cannot go back to the life of old

Didn't know myself till I got exposed

Went to hell and back Jesus broke the hold

Gave me salvation let the story unfold

I was sinking

My life was up in flames but I kept drinking

Blackout in the nights the rooms were spinning

Pictures on the gram like I was winning

Voices in my head were so convincing

I was blinded by my sin

Never really facing it

Mask on, I am faking it

Temptations of the flesh seem fun when you are chasing it

I've done it all and I embraced it

Hells gates were opened wide just awaiting for my placement

People all around were telling me I got a problem

I pushed it all aside as I was finishing the bottle

Then I got in trouble, sent to rehab, didn't change

Graduated sober and went to all my ways

Can a sinner change?

Cannot go back to the life of old

Living for myself, heart of stone so cold

Tried to numb the pain, but the bottles got old

Waking up in shame always feeling alone

Cannot go back to the life of old

Didn't know myself till I got exposed

Went to hell and back Jesus broke the hold

Gave me salvation let the story unfold

I was broken

Calling out for help but did they notice?

Ran away from God just like Moses

Scared to tell my pain so I let to demons reign

Suicidal thoughts kept on flooding my brain

Tried to shrug it off like c'mon Ty you fine

Kept on drinking more just to pass on the time

Hopped inside my car thinking I am good to drive

Didn't really care if I lived or if I died

Woke up in a ditch on Gospel Lane

Cops said that someone's watching over me

I called out to God and Jesus spoke to me

He opened up my eyes so the blind can see

Cannot go back to the life of old

Living for myself, heart of stone so cold

Tried to numb the pain, but the bottles got old

Waking up in shame always feeling alone

Cannot go back to the life of old

Didn't know myself till I got exposed

Went to hell and back Jesus broke the hold

Gave me salvation let the story unfold

I've been set free

Walking out my purpose cause He let me

I'm taking up my cross no longer empty

I'm drinking living waters

I pray I die a martyr

Not for the fame it's all for Jesus name

Keep abiding in the vine

It's evidence to know He's mine

He's renewing my strength all in His time

Gotta keep in step with the Spirit

Listen close I wanna hear Him

The words a lamp unto my feet

These directions like a gps

I am destined to walk in the good works, the blessings

I'm seeking the Kingdom and I'm not settling for less than

Until every prodigal gets invited to the wedding

This is a call to repentance, heavens message

This is a true story

God spared my life on Gospel Lane

That was a road the car accident happened on

And when I realized I couldn't make it out on my own

I cried out for help and God appeared to me

Jesus appeared to me in my bathroom

He said I love you and have a purpose for you

Come home