Her, Instead Lyrics

You were so careless with your words (Words)

Had me convinced that I was yours

I spent so many nights

Not trying to pick a fight

I sat and told you all my fears

You told me seven years

I shut out my thoughts and called them lies

You made me believe that you were mine

So imagine my surprise

When it turns out was I right

You went to substitute your pain

For playing my heart like a game

Tell me, do you think about her when were laying in bed

Do you wish it wasn't me, but rather her instead

You say you love me, but I feel like you're not telling the truth

Cause if you cared you wouldn't treat me as bad as you do

I can't be your resting stop to hurt

Just cause it didn't work with her first

And I'm not the type, not insecure

But I can't help think you see her

When you're looking in my eyes

Is she who you fantasize?

Bout' when you're sleeping next to me

That's not how loves supposed to be

Tell me, do you think about her when were laying in bed

Do you wish it wasn't me, but rather her instead

You say you love me, but I feel like you're not telling the truth

Cause if you cared you wouldn't treat me as bad as you do

Said you want to build a life

You told me I would be your wife

I know she heard you say it too

Repeating patterns what you do

Don't give excuses for the reasons that you don't treat me well

When you know deep down that you're still in love with somebody else

I'll wipe the version of our life that I built up in my head

Cause now I know that you had wished it was with her instead