Dear Diary ft. Michael Harrison Lyrics

And it's hard

It's so hard

It's ridiculously hard, for no reason

It'd be so much easier

To just, not feel anything

Sit in the grass

With Kaiden and Zach

Drive us to the beach

And get crushed by the waves

All that we had

Is dust in the past

I was fighting the tides

You let it wash me away

Add texture to my skin

With the tip of the blade

Nineteen months later

The lines start to fade

I let my words drip

From my wrist to the page

Transcribe my emotions

And read what they say

Dear Diary

I think I made a mess today

Entirely

It's my fault

Dear Diary

I load the chamber with seven shots

Entirely, it's my fault

It's my fault

You say that We're different

I don't think You'll ever know (think you'll ever know)

All the things We've been through

Don't You ever let them go (ever let them go)

You created distance

But You say You're making space (I'm sorry)

I thought she was special

I guess We both make mistakes

Dear Diary (goodnight, I'm going to bed)

I think I made a mess today

Entirely

It's my fault (oh my God, I missed u)

Dear Diary (dear diary)

I'm playing Russian roulette at a table for one

Entirely, it's my fault

It's my fault