Original Lyrics

I feel like my meaning is meaningless

Probably same reason why I still can't sleep every night

I'm telling you everything now 'cause if not

I know that I'll always be opposite of fine

I hope that you know you were closest to me

Even closer than my own self I think at times

Now I'm so alone 'cause you broke us apart

And I'm starting to rethink if I'll be alright

I made you this song well I didn't not really

I made me this song so one day I won't cry

So maybe I'll try to forget my emotions

And hope that one day I'll forget you were mine

We used to fly coast to coast hoping to see everything that we wanted

Now I close the blinds

I'm feeling so dark on the inside every time the sun out

It feels like I'm trying to hide

You know that's not like me

I feel like I might be

Crazy or insane so I'll let you decide

I think it's unlikely

You'll play this again

So please listen I'm begging you to every rhyme

I promise you might think

But no I'm not writing

To diss you I miss you and hope you are fine

Just know that I'm fighting

My demons I mean it

I only wish you would've stayed by my side

'Cause you were the best thing that happened to me

I mean that from my heart 'til the day that I die

You helped me through everything I hope I did the same

Even though I think I wasted your time

You quit the I love you's when we'd lay in bed

I remember 'cause I still said it every night

I felt so alone laying next to you and the worst part

About it is you probably felt fine

But I guess I wasn't

I wish I was bluffing

When I say that you came and told me goodbye

I don't feel the same is the same thing I've heard

Every time I get close to anyone in life

You then drove away

I replay it all day and all night

In my head it's consuming my life

Three years spent together

And not for a second thought

Maybe we're bad and we wouldn't survive

I bought you a ring after telling you things

I will never tell anyone

But it's alright

I hope that you're well and I mean that I promise

'Cause I promise you that I would never lie

Like saying I love you when maybe you didn't

Or maybe you did and then forgot to try

I hope I forget you I hope I forget us

I hope I forget you were almost my wife

I hope I forget every memory made

And I hope I forget how I feel every night

I love you I mean it I'm wishing you well

And nothing but the best for the rest of your life

But I gotta move on I mean it I'm sorry

I hardly can waste any more of my time

But thank you I mean it I really did love you

Hope you felt the same even just for a night

I hope I forget every memory made

And I hope I forget how I feel every night

I love you I mean it I'm wishing you well

And nothing but the best for the rest of your life

But I gotta move on I mean it I'm sorry

I hardly can waste any more of my time

But thank you I mean it I really did love you

Hope you felt the same and if not that's alright