AM Lyrics

In the AM

It's a little cold, little chilly, really

What's the deally

With that sly smile

Chipped tooth, pearly whites

Asking me to come and stay a while

Who am I referring to

I don't know

You with the man up top or the man overseas

Who don't really over see, what I need or what I bleed

In the AM, still be moving with security

It's just me and me, mirrors disapprovingly

Still I yearn

Natural for a young kid to learn

That entitlement a title from birth that you can burn

The culture big hustle, but we hustled tenderness away

Searching for stepping stones, to eternity

Mama said that it's all love, for you

God's power, poof

Mama said you give it up, for truth

Catch-22

Audemars Piguet on the noose

Time ticking, too

How do I regret off the booze

Look

Another one, shot me, 'cause our lil cupid had a big laserbeam

I was struck, lightning in a glass bottle, it was just you and me

See your cheeks, creasing, wrinkles spread across them like arteries

I was blind, apparition, deception about identity

It dawned on me at dawn

Saw it all going wrong

The sand crumbling like your walls when your favourite song

Come on, let's do it

Rip through it

The band-aid was always gonna come off, clueless

Why you scared the truth gon be revealed

Like how you think I feel when you go try to save face

Instead facing me and her, forreal

Lines you never should have crossed like train tracks

When you crossed your heart and hope to die

But you crossed us like Hakeem on O'Neal

Friends and family gon find out

When the time run out in hourglass the sand still falling

You can't stop the flow like you Big L

In the AM I be moving with security

But in the PM everything crumbling

I could never show you love but I could never tell

I just be screaming and screaming and calling help power my father in heaven or hell

How do we get it and get it and find place that we can reconcile mademoiselle

How do we get there and get there and still keep some legacy behind our future selves

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

I don't know what to say

Cause all the time my demonstrations keeping dreams at bay

GPS can't find the way

Around the park we stroll, there was a toll to pay

Your mental paid the toll, we had to bear it all

Find another path to walk on, 'cause you gotta walk on

Father put his soul on

The least I can do

Is put a sole on

One, in front of the other

Balance hard at first like yourself and husband to mother

How many times you done fallen over

Can't count on fingers

But can count the time till the train stop and sound its ringers

Feeling lingers

Across the carriages

We different ones

What I'm seeing ain't the panes through which you're seeing

Brown leaves wilting on your side, and spring my season

Our views all blur and we both missing, the world outside

We passing by each other's growth

The train can't stop unless we detonate the chain and spokes

Too much destruction I can't again bear the pain of hope

You missed the station and the stop that could take all of us home

I miss your face like how you missed the plants and your son grow

We miss your face when you creased it and wrinkled cross your nose

My lil heart breaks when it now crease and wrinkles on its own

On my own, on our own

Pick up the pieces our hands bleeding from the slits

I want to piece the pieces still can't forget you're a piece of shit

The airport ride was quiet and the car was cold as Vick's

My nostril clogged from crying in my bed and hugging Tig

I know you know I know you know I know it

It's things you say and say and say but never show it

All the performance of a family like its showbiz

Now I'm performing for my family, I'm in showbiz

The hope is

That one day, it's more bitter than sweet

Eyes don't meet, but I feel, beyond vision we see

Medicine repulsive, so the Werther's a treat

Pomelo sacred because flavours fight like kids in the street