THE DARK THAT I'M CALLING MY MIND Lyrics

I got nothing but darkness for brain

I wish I could numb all my pain

I see shadows in front of my face

I can't breathe, I am drowning again

Fighting my demons and jumping the edge

And I dive in a river, Im drowning myself

Jump in my grave, I'm waiting for my end

And my end is on coming so I cannot tell

If I'm alive I got nothing for heart 'cause

I don't feel like someone who's feeling alive

I cannot tell what is real, what is fake 'cause

I feel like Im drowning myself in the sky

The fact that my body is dead

But my mind is alive

Laying in bed

I want me to die

I got so much to say

And I sit every night

To swim through the dark

That I'm calling my mind

I got nothing but darkness for brain

I wish I could numb all my pain

I see shadows in front of my face

I can't breathe, I am drowning again

I am so sad that I don't feel like nothing but

I can feel all of the thoughts in my head

While I'm watching you pray that

I wake up again in the morning

I don't think that I could

Then I open my eyes, I don't know where I am

I only see darkness right by my side

Fucking my thoughts up, Imma dive

Fucking my dreams, now, Imma die

Fighting my demons and jumping the edge

And I dive in a river, Im drowning myself

Jump in my grave, I'm waiting for my end

And my end is on coming so I cannot tell

If I'm alive I got nothing for heart 'cause

I don't feel like someone who's feeling alive

I cannot tell what is real what is fake 'cause

I feel like Im drowning myself in the sky

The fact that my body is dead

But my mind is alive

Laying in bed

I want me to die

I got so much to say

And I sit every night

To swim through the dark

That I'm calling my mind