Urgently. Silently. Lyrics

I can't find feelings of giving a shit

Not that I wanted a feeling at all

I'm tired of it

Non-stop dissecting of all my flaws

Can you inject me with a panacea?

I'm feeling a bit like an insect

I don't want to see it

I don't mind these needles

I'm too scared of living a dead life

I don't think I can face it

Day in day out

I'm generous 'till I'm vacant

Day in day out

I don't care if you kill me if that's what you wanted

Life is a minefield

Urgently silently

I don't think I can face it

Day in and day out

I don't care anymore

I'm generous 'till I'm vacant

Day in and day out

Please stop

It's over it's all

It's over it's all figments of a dream

Will I invest my time my blood?

Will I create a new way to run?

Forgive the things I can't control

The needle moves like nothing's wrong

Forgive the scars I can't impress

The bottle left me emptiness

Despite the bitterness I have felt comforted

Despite everything I haven't felt lost

Urgently silently

Heavy thought genocide

Dip my words in cyanide

Shell of a man half-life of a soul

Is there nothing here worth dying for?

Clarity I fucking hate this

You want to throw some dirt into my face?

Save your breath