Self ft. 1800caleb Lyrics

We wait for the times

When we'll love our self  

I want it all 

But not for myself 

I'll call you soon 

When I need some help

I'll call you soon 

When I need some 

Dear Brother I know

Help is a word perceived as a burden

Know I don't talk much when I'm hurting

But I'm learning

Know this something we don't say

But when I'm in pain

I know that you feel for me

Whenever i cry you cry

I'm closing my eyes you shedding a tear for me

Know in the world we live in

its easy forgetting importance of friends

Swore you be there to the end

You be there you never lied to me you never pretend

You've seen it all you've seen me fall I made some bad decisions

Not once did you treat me different

I'm a man of many wishes

Non are for myself

One is for you flowers

One is for your health

One is for my fam to do a lil dance when I spread these riches

One is for my girl to rule world Let me wash these dishes

I got lost up in my thoughts a pocket new dimension

So don't feel alone I'm making it known

Trust me I get it

Masking the feeling

Battle my villains

Fight for my children

So they don't ever fear it

I been running for so long I cant feel my feet

Hiding from all of these damn responsibilities

I keep talking to myself like this is not me

Deep inside me know its all my insecurity

So Tell Shinobi what are you afraid of

Are you hero are you a profit are you okay bruh

To be honest with y'all I'm afraid to grow

I'm afraid get lost

I'm afraid to let go

Afraid I'm a joke

Afraid to lose hope

Afraid to go broke

Afraid to get old

Damn

We wait for the times

When we'll love our self  

I want it all 

But not for myself 

I'll call you soon 

When I need some help

I'll call you soon 

When I need some 

We wait for the times

When we'll love our self  

I want it all 

But not for myself 

I'll call you soon 

When I need some help

I'll call you soon 

When I need some 

They tried to paint me as a silhouette 

Amigo since we met

Even when we were offset 

If you upset then I'm upset

The strongest bond 

The banks can't break 

Some shadows you can't shake 

Kobe dreams when I'm awake 

Late at night I lie awake 

Uncertainty I remain resilient 

Hard work and I love the feeling 

Being broke but no self healing 

He can rap but not appealing 

Dancing with the shadows 

Comparisons been so shallow 

They try to tell me what I shall know 

Are you around though? 

I been thinking bout my momma 

And what she gone need 

I been thinking bout my future 

I can't help to save my greed 

I been thinking bout my brother 

And what he gon need?

I been thinking bout my dreams 

I can't wait to be asleep 

I been living in depression 

Hard times I never eat 

All these silent tears 

I would never speak 

All these times I hugged the microphone 

Instead of the streets 

Look where that lead me 

That was back to the beats 

Now I'm in peace 

I'm dividing all my vices in my chaotic thoughts 

Angry to insecure 

Now I'm calmer than the cops

Can I breathe no i'm a corpse 

Corpses in the club

The dead don't want the porches 

After thirty I'm smoking on porches 

From the forges to the college scorching 

Soon Ill be touring 

Soon ill be glorified 

Soon Ill be gorgeous

I wrote this for my people 

Feeling lost with themselves 

From suicidal thoughts to internal wealth 

And you should love yourself 

We wait for the times

When we'll love our self  

I want it all 

But not for myself 

I'll call you soon 

When I need some help

I'll call you soon 

When I need some help

We wait for the times

When we'll love our self