good morning Lyrics

I've been talking to my walls

For the past six months

Singing all these stupid songs

Wonder when I'll see the sun

I let myself down any chance I get

Making friends is hard

Is there something that I don't get?

And I'm so isolated

It for sure made me jaded

I can laugh and I can smile

But I feel so vacant

Fuck this frustration

It's a burden that's blatant

I'm so tired of faking

All this pain that I'm facing

I can't fucking stand this

Being away from you

I know that you could pull

Me out of my whirlpools

Feeling the pressure weigh down on my neck

I fucked up again, there's a lump in my throat

I let down everyone that I love the most

I know that you'll run if I speak from the chest

So good morning to the pain I made

It's nice to see that my scars won't fade

They remind me of when I was betrayed

But I learned my lesson, people never change

I just wanna grow up for once

Stuck in restrictive mud

Climbing to the top of my own standards is not enough

Wish you could taste my pain

Struggling everyday

And the medication that I take don't replace the blame

Sit at my desk

And write a couple of lines

And then I sing from the chest

Don't really care if they rhyme

And at the end of the day

This is my whole life

So if you'll excuse me

I think I need to go write

See I don't play hard to get

Cause I don't know my worth

So don't take another step

'Cause you might get hurt

And if you're giving up

Would you please tell me

'Cause I don't want this to go on

If you're not in it with me

Fuck!

So I lead an empty life

I lost my sense of time

Waking up way past nine

Just wanna rinse my mind