Charging Up Lyrics

Didn't think I was strong enough

Didn't think I could make that change

Old memories charging up

And it's driving me insane

Don't know to block out all the pain

That's why I feel so strange

Didn't think I was strong enough

Didn't think I could make that change

Old memories charging up

And it's driving me insane

Don't know to block out all the pain

That's why I feel so strange

Old memories charging up, call my bluff

Swear to God life is hard enough

I don't wanna be the reason you leaving

Put the key in the ignition turn the engine and start it up

I don't wanna be startin stuff

But it seems like a brain mechanism gets to itching

Send a track to a homies "I'ma listen in a minute"

I don't want you to feel enlisted just click it

Hard like a steel toe, for real tho

Stay writing like Shapiro I been dope

Been a goodfella like DeNiro

I don't even really wanna be the hero

Picking up the hammer like Cap

In the ending when I'm finished you can analyze that

Put a ending to the critics didn't think I'd fight back

When you give congratulations I'ma give it right back

Didn't think I was strong enough

Didn't think I could make that change

Old memories charging up

And it's driving me insane

Don't know to block out all the pain

That's why I feel so strange

Didn't think I was strong enough

Didn't think I could make that change

Old memories charging up

And it's driving me insane

Don't know to block out all the pain

That's why I feel so strange

Feeling strange as I'm pulling out the driveway

Folks already looking at me sideways

You could either choose the wrong way or right way

I decided I'ma live life my way

In the trenches even friends get suspicious

They could turn on you backstab any given minute

Ain't nobody bout to change the way I'm livin any different

Ain't nobody bout to put me in a difficult position

I wouldn't have that I keep moving

You can't keep doing what you keep doing

It's time to take the script and read through it

Make changes adjust and keep improving

It's a work in progress and it's steady changing

But it all leads up to a celebration

Just remember that you gotta stay hella patient

And end my name with the explanation

Didn't think I was strong enough

Didn't think I could make that change

Old memories charging up

And it's driving me insane

Don't know to block out all the pain

That's why I feel so strange

Didn't think I was strong enough

Didn't think I could make that change

Old memories charging up

And it's driving me insane

Don't know to block out all the pain

That's why I feel so strange