Starting Again Lyrics

So cold

This world has grown so cold

But I remember

When a spark shined bright in me

A spark shined bright in me

Colors lifted

New highs

Tangled

Reach for the sky

Exhausting all alternatives

To come to grips with misery

What's one more red flag?

Keep dreaming

Swallow the medicine

Reap all the benefits

Still dreaming

Captive drifting

Slowly sinking

I wish I had seen the warnings

Constellating before my eyes

Nowhere left to run

Nowhere left to hide

And no avoiding this time

Moving on

Doesn't always mean starting again

I punished myself

But I couldn't help it

Draw lines between scars

To make them more perfect

And wake up in a hole I thought I loved

But I'm saving face

No matter what it takes

I'd be better if I only knew what it cost

And maybe that's enough

Captive drifting

Slowly sinking

I wish I had seen the warnings

Constellating before my eyes

Nowhere left to run

Nowhere left to hide

And no avoiding this time

Moving on

Doesn't always mean starting again

I'll count down the days

Until that feeling sits back in my bones

I wish I

I wish I could take that

Take that old pain away

A spark once shined so bright in me

But now it grows slightly dimmer

With each passing day

I ask how I can reclaim it

The intensity of youthful adolescence

This body is a temple by the beach

But this world is a crashing wave

And weather one way or another

The ocean will always reclaim

What belongs to it

Captive drifting

Slowly sinking

I wish I had seen the warnings

Constellating before my eyes

Nowhere left to run

Nowhere left to hide

And no avoiding this time

Moving on

Doesn't always mean starting...