Envy Me Lyrics

This shit be killing me

Rather you stay far away with that energy

Tryna decide

Feel like I'd rather be dead than alive

And that shit be killing me

It's no surprise

Lot on my mind

Sometimes I feel blind to the fact that they envy me

I wonder why

Smokin and drinkin can't lie this ain't healing me

I need some healing

Yeah

Yeah

I don't know why they hate on me foreal

Foreal

They never once asked me how I feel

How I feel

Hard times showed me whose gonna be there

Awe yeah

Swear they only good at hating

They don't wanna see me make it

I can see it In they faces

All I ever asked for was support

Without no hesitation

Never asked u for a quarter

But it's like u never believed me

When I needed you

You was never there

I'd be there if you need me

Sometimes I be thinking

Like how life would be if I was gone

Feel like they don't need me no more

Wonder why am I still holding on

Yeah

Yeah

I don't know why they hate on me foreal

Foreal

They never once asked me how I feel

How I feel

Hard times showed me whose gonna be there

This shit be killing me

Rather you stay far away with that energy

Tryna decide

Feel like I'd rather be dead than alive

And that shit be killing me

It's no surprise

Lot on my mind

Sometimes I feel blind to the fact that they envy me

I wonder why

Smokin and drinkin can't lie this ain't healing me

I need some healing

Yeah

Yeah

I don't know why they hate on me foreal

Foreal

They never once asked me how I feel

How I feel

Hard times showed me whose gonna be there

Awe yeah

I'm on some new shit

Can't trust a soul that ain't think I could do this

Maan I really been thru shit

I rather just stay to myself be secluded

Ian got time for the bullshit

You got me confused wit somebody else

Be hard to show love to the family

They say they love me but don't understand me

Lord knows I need Channing

My own death something I been planning

I know you cant comprehend me

Hope one day y'all will understand me

I do this shit for the family

But them the same ones don't believe in me

Yeah

Yeah

I don't know why they hate on me foreal

Foreal

They never once asked me how I feel

How I feel

Hard times showed me whose gonna be there

This shit be killing me

Rather you stay far away with that energy

Tryna decide

Feel like I'd rather be dead than alive

And that shit be killing me

It's no surprise

Lot on my mind

Sometimes I feel blind to the fact that they envy me

I wonder why

Smokin and drinkin can't lie this ain't healing me

I need some healing

Yeah

Yeah

I don't know why they hate on me foreal

Foreal

They never once asked me how I feel

How I feel

Hard times showed me whose gonna be there

Awe

Yeah

Yeah

I don't know why they hate on me foreal

Foreal

They never once asked me how I feel

How I feel

Hard times showed me whose gonna be there

Awe yeah