beautiful nothing Lyrics

I took a photo to remember the parking

Because I know I'm not coming home

You took a light outside of the console

So we could find another place to stay

I spent 20 minutes walking through heavy rain

To see people I never wanted to see this summer

But I don't mind, it's alright

Since you're just a figment in my head

And when you say my words are wrong

I need you more than ever

Oh but if you close your eyes for a moment

Does it feel

Does it almost feel like nothing's ever real at all

Trapped in a dream that never stops

And if this ceiling falls and collapses

If i'm still standing

If i'm okay

I'll search through the rubble

for your beautiful nothing

I won't fight your love

Yeah you're close

But will you be here in the morning

I can't tell

Your alarms keep ringing out like hell

Won't you wait for something

If you're all alone

And you're far from home

Don't you look for nothing

Oh, beautiful nothing

I can't fight your love

And yeah you're close

But will you be here in the morning

I can't tell

Your alarm keeps ringing out like bells

What's to wait for, honey

If you're not alone

And it feels like home

Tell me, why you running

Oh, beautiful nothing

It don't matter to me

Cause I'll pick up the pieces

Of everything I thought I knew

I swear I thought I was so strong

'Til I met you

And you strung me out

All across the floor

In front of everyone I thought I knew

I know now I'm to blame

But if you say a secret

I'll say one in return

I hope my words here sound sincere

Crystal clear and well revered

You like to treat me like your subject

A mouse inside your maze

So lead me deeper into your control

Deeper into your control

I'm not the type to fight it

I wore out my best pair of gloves

The last time that I tried

They tore me down and left me out

But now I'm torn between your eyes

I'm torn up by your eyes

Oh lord, I'm torn between your eyelids

Torn between your eyes in love

I'll fight your love

Yeah, you're close

But will you be here when the lights fade

I can't tell

Your best friend's screaming out like hell

Cause you left them waiting

If you're on your own

And you need a home

Would you please say something

Oh beautiful nothing

Cause I'll fight your love

I'm a matador

But my body's sore

I think I'm tapping out this time

Come knock me out and save my life

From this wretched daydream

If you have your heart

And it's beating hard

Do you still need loving

For your beautiful nothing

Maybe I'm wrong

I'm not a man

I'm a little kid

Hung up on petty shit

That doesn't matter

When I see myself

I see a ghost

Of drunken texts

And bad decisions

I made alone

If you're still standing

If you're okay

Will you still be here

And If you aren't

That's okay

Maybe one day I'll get used to it

Oh

I'm alone

I know I screwed it all

There's nothing else to say

I blew each chance that came my way

Now I'm seeing nothing

If I'm feeling down

And with regret

I tell myself it's nothing

Sweet beautiful nothing