End of Days Lyrics

I've been in the shadows

Locked in my room with the door closed

It's funny that no one knows

Even though I've been public with my woes

In almost every verse I ever wrote

Like something on the inside broke

I'm laughing but no joke

Has been spoken, I think I choked

Look at the state of mind that I'm in

Listen to the words I write with my pen

Written in blood is every sin

Committed by this fragile being

My soul is touring but I stay here

Can't move an inch, I'm filled with fear

My grin gets bigger with every tear

But I get weaker every year

I can't stand it, I never planned it

Please take me off this God damn planet

If this is your plan, I don't understand it

You could even say that I'm not a fan of it

What you waiting for, just let me have it

Pass your judgment, smite me, damn it

Cleanse me in holy fire, that is

What I want from you, just grant me it

Fire, brimstone, rain and thunder

My time is up, and I'm going under

My mind is being torn asunder

How can I go on from here, I wonder

I step outside and look around

There is no resting to be found

No sweet release for me, no sound

Just silence, rumblings underground

I've always thought I was profound

I feel so dumb, I've written down

My story, now it's leather bound

And I'm a joke, another clown

Never been the one to seek attention

But always felt the need to be mentioned

When the conversation enter dimensions

Linked to rap, I hate being censored

This is what I do, I've always managed

To keep it down but now I panicked

Let it explode, I guess I've had it

Ten years of hard work and sacrifice

My life has been on hold for too long

Why'd I always have to put my heart in every song?

Why'd I always have to make my verses so god damn long

For me to really tell you what the hell is going on

Got so much to tell you, I've got so many stories

I've written so many verses, and I'm sorry if it's boring

But these are my tales, and they can get pretty gory

I only got myself, nobody's writing them for me

Fire, brimstone, rain and thunder

My time is up, and I'm going under

My mind is being torn asunder

How can I go on from here, I wonder

If you're a fan and listened to this long winded diary

I thank you and I hope you see the fire that is in me

If you relate on any level, I'm sorry, and I can see

The struggle that is in you, it's the same within me

And to all the ones who hate me, or haven't even noticed

I'm here to take it over and I've never been more focused

So now you have to make a choice, step aside or step up

I'm opening the door and it will never again be shut