I don't understand Lyrics

I don't understand

Why can't I just hold your hand

Cause I've got anxiety

Inside my head and to my feet, ay

I don't understand

Why can't I just hold your hand

Cause I've got anxiety

Inside my head and to my feet, ay

I don't understand

Why can't we be more than friends

I've struggling to speak

I don't know what is wrong with me, ay

I don't understand

Why I've got feeling in my head

It be tearing me between myself

I don't know who I be, but

Maybe that's alright

We both don't got the time to fight

I don't get it whatchu mean

You say I've changed within a week, ay

Speaking of change

Thinking that maybe I'll pick up the pace

Maybe I'll get what I feel in a month

Or a year, been rushing like everyday

Everyday time ticking

Fly by minutes

I've been upset and distressed

My mental state lies, living

I might finish

Giving up yet I'm in debt

To all of peers

Who be staying with me

I promise I'll make it

And bring you all with me

Promise I'll make it

And buy you a Bentley

Or maybe a house

In like every city

In every state

Whatever it take

Even if I take forever

Be late

Better know that eventually

I'll give you peace

In the mind cause I

Know that it be hard to find

Know we all thinking

I don't understand

Why can't I just hold your hand

Cause I've got anxiety

Inside my head and to my feet, ay

I don't understand

Why can't we be more than friends

I've struggling to speak

I don't know what is wrong with me