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  • Genre:Alternative
  • Year of Release:2022

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Lately I been numb and lost inside

Hide away from fear of being used

Lately I can't get no one to ride

Like I do for them but that ain't new


Like I do for you I ride for you

Choosing you was always easy too

Excuse me let me watch my mouth I know

We only talk about those things past two


In the morning hard to wake when mourning

I been mourning my whole life it's storming

One of nine I might as well a been a orphan

But no one wants to hear that story


Why no one wanna hear my story

Why they got all the answers for me

Is it 'cause i'm pretty shiny like a doll

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart


Yeah I rather be alone

Than to sleep up under what you call home

Yeah I rather be a cold

Bitch who never sold her soul


Hold it down all on my own

Lost myself I lost control

Used to feeling all alone

Been through the worst you gotta know


Take it one day at a time

Tryin' not to waste my life

Sometimes I know it won't feel right


They don't care about your heart

They don't care right from the start

Please don't play the victim part

Eat you up like I been starved


Why no one wanna hear my story

Why they got all the answers for me

Is it 'cause I'm pretty shiny like a doll

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart


It's hard to think about it

Cause the memories I reminisce

Get hard to talk about it

You can't understand me when I'm pissed

Feel manipulated

They warn me don't do it I took a risk

Mental agitated

Feel like I'm conversing with a brick


Solo

Feel like monica when she told the world she was

So gone

Walking blind praying asking God

Where did my soul go

Cleaning my life even dipped my glock into the orange glo

Had to check myself can't be a diamond

Praising rhinestones


You ain't hear my side of the story

You can't ever make decisions for me


Why no one wanna hear my story

Why they got all the answers for me

Is it 'cause im pretty shiny like a doll

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart

That you can't see my fucked up busted heart

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