Me & God. Lyrics

My skin

Is on fire and

My heart's broken

And breaking

And breaking

Frustrating

Just to think

And to breathe

And to see, and to be

I wish I was as pious

As I thought I could be

But I'm all out

I've lost

The end of my rope

To mistakes, traitors

And misfortune

It hurts to trust You

And I see

Everyone's hurting

Did you mean it

When You gave me

Your word?

I rather not exist

You sing a song for me

That You wrote through the stars

And I forget to worry

Omniscient

Yet, You

Want to hear me

I'm arrogant and overwhelmed

You are

Not afraid

But I am. Yes. Holding my lungs

How do You say

Reverently?

Do You not feel

Everything burning?

I don't want to exist

You sing a song for me

That You wrote through the stars

And I forget to worry

As I grow older

I find I want blood

Turns out I don't have

Endless love

You breathed air

Shed blood

Hold the pain

Of a more patient righteous rage

I don't want to exist

You sing a song for me

That you wrote through the stars

And I forget

Without regret

Yes, I forget to worry