intrusive thoughts Lyrics

Stop

Stop

And I don't wanna die if I wake up

So I ain't slept for the longest time

And I don't wanna wait till I grow up

Yeah I just wanna live I can't read each sign

Inside its difficult to show up

But it seems fine watching from the outside

I'm thinking to myself why I show love

I'm asking myself why I act so kind

Now there's intrusive thoughts down the boulevard

Right until it crashes inside my mind

So I'm smoking cigarettes in the bathroom

Thinking of the times where I almost died

Chasing it down dreams of Hollywood

I'm asking myself can I chase this high

I'll only see in the next life

My only excuse is that I still try

I see things they'll never see

Spread my wings and set me free

Fallen angels let me be

I know your the same as me

It's so difficult I leave

It's so difficult to breathe

If I say you won't believe

All I wanted was some peace

Fall asleep but I still dream about it

Dream about it

Gone for the week but I still think about it

Think about it

Contemplate what I'm gonna do next

Wake up late

Send a triple text

Trying to live but I can't live without it

Live without it

Now there's intrusive thoughts down the boulevard

Right until it crashes inside my mind

So I'm smoking cigarettes in the bathroom

Thinking of the times where I almost died

Chasing it down dreams of Hollywood

Asking myself can I chase this high

I'll only see in the next life

My only excuse is that I still try

Now there's intrusive thoughts down the boulevard

Right until it crashes inside my mind

So I'm smoking cigarettes in the bathroom

Thinking of the times where I almost died

Chasing it down dreams of Hollywood

Asking myself can I chase this high

I'll only see in the next life

My only excuse is that I still try