On The Edge Lyrics

Feels like I'm on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

Man I feel like I'm falling

Trapped in the dark, when they ask I just say I'm fine

Head down on the desk, now my teachers stressed

But she don't need to know that I'm crying

School days used to pickup a pen write down my thoughts

Guess I'm not getting 9's

But the last time I felt this way didn't know what to say

And my mum calling I declined

Easier said than done, I thought you're the one

But I can't comprehend all the pain

All of the lies, the times that I cried

I guess I'm not surprised that we argued all day

I put the effort at times when I thought it was over

I guess I'm the only to blame

I wish we were at the same page but you had different thoughts

The connection we had what a shame

Feels like I'm on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

The connection we had a shame

But I need a reality check and get her of my mind

It's time that I put all the shit in the past and chase money

It's time that I get on that grind

Like JBee I should've only put faith up in lizzy, cah true love is hard to find

I've said it one time and I'll say it again

Because all of the back and forths like a rewind, uh

It's like a rewind sometimes got me wishing that we were just friends

Now I'm putting my phone up on DND to chase money

I need me '2MS' like Nemzzz

This girl that's from Pari' on one line

She's texting me 'Je M'appelle' and she's moving like Benzz

This girl from España like 'Cómo Te Llamas'

I'm sorry for everything let's make amends

Feels like I'm on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

Uh, I'm on the edge right now yeah

I'm doing everything I can yeah

Just to make sure you alright, and I know you love to fight

I'm always right, we don't need to be as tight yeah

I'm on the edge right now yeah

I'm doing everything I can yeah

Just to make sure you alright, and I know you love to fight

I'm always right, we don't need to be as tight yeah

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down, let you down

Now I know that It'll take a while

But take me back to the time when I called you my bae

I'm an over thinker, cant forgive yah, my phone is on DND all day

Talk is cheap, so I keep things quiet, might just ghost, I got nothing to say

My phone on airplane mode till I get things right but when will the pain go away