Healing Rain ft. Diyo Matalo Lyrics

Lord I feel sick inside

Slowly seeing less reason for me to be alive

Living in sin when I know the truth

I don't know if there's a point reaching out to You

I don't know where else to go Lord

I can't count how many times I hit the floor Lord

And it don't matter how hard I try

I know that I can't do this on my own

Heal my mind

Heal my soul

Take these thoughts Lord

Make me whole

I need Your healing rain

I need Your healing rain

Heal my mind

Heal my soul

Take these thoughts Lord

Make me whole

Healing rain

I need Your healing rain

Been fighting you all of my life

You stuck around like a wife

We've been living in the dark so long I don't know how to bring you to light

You never really did mind though

You were always fine being on a low

You just wanted a hold of my mind

So You just took it one thought at a time

You never acted out of line

You always helped me pass the time

You were always there for me to run to

Now I'm thinking I can't do without You

I'm tired of living in cycles

Always wondering where my life's going

I'm tired of taking one step forward then moon walking like I'm Micheal

Everybody's got a vice but nobody looks like they're struggling

Everybody's got a vice but we just do it for the hell of it

I ain't sure how to fight

And part of me doesn't want to

I'm just searching for the light

So God You really need to come through

I'm just trying to get it right

But that ain't possible without You

I suck fighting on my own

But that don't mean I should doubt You

I really wish that I could take back all the times that I hurt You

Cuz You're the One I should run from but the only One that I can run to

Lord I feel sick inside

Slowly seeing less reason for me to be alive

Living in sin when I know the truth

I don't know if there's a point reaching out to You

I don't know where else to go Lord

I can't count how many times I hit the floor Lord

And it don't matter how hard I try

I know that I can't do this on my own

Everyday's a waste I know I don't deserve it

This fear is all I know oh God beneath the surface

I'm feeling hopeless, lost abandoned without a locus

I'm loosing focus, believing all this hocus pocus

I'm listening the voices in my head keep bickering

It's sickening, the light within keeps flickering

It's quick sand that I'm standing in

The harder I struggle the more I find me sinking in

Lay my sin at the altar when I walk away I'm picking it

Scared to pull the trigger on my flesh so I'm just beating it

This brokenness I cannot bear but I suck at fixing it

My life's in need of repair so tell me are You listening

I'm down on my knees I'm begging please I need quickening

You said You said You'd never leave

Lord I need You more than the very air that I breathe

I need Your light cuz my ego's the only thing I see

Stuck in the dark, making my way only by how I feel

Lord help me please

Lord I feel sick inside

Slowly seeing less reason for me to be alive

Living in sin when I know the truth

I don't know if there's a point reaching out to You

I don't know where else to go Lord

I can't count how many times I hit the floor Lord

And it don't matter how hard I try

I know that I can't do this on my own

Heal my mind

Heal my soul

Take these thoughts Lord

Make me whole

I need Your healing rain

I need Your healing rain

Heal my mind

Heal my soul

Take these thoughts Lord

Make me whole

Healing rain

I need Your healing rain

You can take everything that I am

I can't do this life all on my own

I can't do this life all on my own

Yeah

"Become everything that I am"

I can't do this life all on my own

I can't do this life all on my own