RIP Ifeanyi Lyrics

So let me tell y'all a story real quick

Started talking to this guy from '15

Lost touch… came in contact in '19

(Sea for em godssss)

We would text once in a while

Every now and then

Friends who went on one date

Wasn't a bad idea

Few months later, he wants to hang in his yard

I pull up

We talked and laughed but not in his yard

Housemate took his keys

So we went to his friend's yard

It was empty and that's where I lost my vCard

He slipped it in and I screamed and jumped

(Whooo)

Nigga got scared, he got off me

I said it was fine, like bring it back baby

Take it real slow

Be gentle with me baby

He loved how tight the pussy was

Later on he loved that he was my first

See… I was so detached then I started to fall in love

Found out he wasn't being honest

He had a woman, he denied to me

Said she was his ex, he been lying to me

Said she wanted him back, he was capping for me

See I fell out real quick, got myself a new guy

He came back real quick

Tension in the air, let's just keep it as friends.

He wanted me bad, couldn't stay strong on my ends

Started to fall in love and that love started to blind me

Didn't see how he was playing, just saw how he was loving me

Couple of dates, couple of treats

You're my man

Yh

You're mine

Yh

Claiming him on these streets

Nigga made me a clown

A lot of times

He made me frown

Then I'd be like bitch, gimme my crown

Went back after fights, he was always down

See I loved to make him happy

I guess he did too

Not me

I mean he loved to make him happy

Came through for me a number of times

Like I did for him a number of times

My fucking best friend

I wish I could give him the world without thinking twice

Nigga was acting funny, saying we just friends

How we just friends and you getting mad

When I'm with male friends

(Uh)

How we just friends and you stalking on me when I'm out my house?

(Uh)

How we just friends and you asking them questions bout what I've been doing about?

(Uh)

How we just friends and you want the boyfriend treatment

(Uh)

(Make it make sense nigga)

How we just friends and you tell me you ain't cheating

(What ?)

I'm the only one, you ain't capping

(Nigga fucking what?)

How we just friends and you tell me,

"I see myself with you in the old age"

"You're my favorite person"

"Please don't leave me"

"I love you"

"I'll always be here for you to come back to."

"Any girl I'm with for more than a year, I count as my girlfriend. I don't ask my girls out, we just start dating."

Nigga… we were closing on three years

Stop telling shit tales to people

Knowing how well you played me

How we just friends and you asking me bout these other niggas ?

Talking em down

So you can remain my nigga

Nigga please

(Tsk)

Love…

A poison we often drink

A poison that blinds you

Going through hell

That is Love…

I broke my bank to get him gifts

Foolish girl all because of panty shifts

See, I was tired, exhausted

Flimsy excuses

Playing tennis with my mental

Took a long walk away

Old boy came back and I went back

Like a sad puppy

I went back

He got mad, I been messing around

Aren't we friends boy?

What is going on boy?

I apologize till I couldn't take it no more

One more meet up

Then I was sure I was done

Motherfucker distant

Guilt was eating him up

Could tell by the body language

But I didn't know what was up

I walked away for good

Best thing I did for myself

(Na na na na)

A month later

He wishing me on my birthday

That's tea, bestie remembered me on my birthday

Even though we blocked across socials

He texted me on another

See I was touched and feeling quite lonely

He was who I gossiped with bout every single shit

So I said we could be friends, no fucking or kissing

He said cool but from a distance

If we together, we'll miss it

Yeah, cool

Just a day later, maybe two

Heard shit bout this guy out there servicing the ladies while he was with me

Community dick

out there impregnating the ladies while he was with me

Make em lose them kids

With his raw dick

Never use a rubber

He was a real dick

Hid it well from me, for a good two years

I applaud him

Couldn't even shed a tear

That's how I knew I really was done with him

Heard he tryna lie on my name

Talk bout he copped me off a friend

To keep another lady

He wanna play me like that

I pulled out my other account

Went to blow smoke on his ass

Keep me out your mouth nigga

I'm done with your ass

Manipulative ass bitch

I Said it thrice now

Watchu gonna do to my ass?!

(Watchu gonna do to my ass?)

Mehn… I gone fucked up

A new guy could be out here tearing my shit up

I went and pissed him off

Cut myself, my blood is red

Human as human can be

Now my feeling's hurt

Kiss my butt

Man these other niggas be looking like a wet mutt or what not?

Man, fuck

Kevin Bosco you as dead as a dead man can be

For hurting my feelings

I'll drag you down to hell with me

You did that, you fucking toyed with me

Ain't even started yet

Better get your boys to glock me

Love

A poison we often drink

A poison that blinds you

Going through hell

That is Love

Keep putting on that front but you ain't shit

You don find my red eye

I'll make you eat shit

Act as proper and gentle as you fucking want

You still a demon, mental and you would fucking rot

If we ever cross paths

It's on sight

So you better pray to your God never to meet me again

Wanted to pull up at your crib with them boys

But you ain't worth my energy

This is a letter to you

Fuck you and your dick apology

Thanks for the skateboard at least that has been keeping me happy

When you make money off the goyard and the shirts my mum got you

Enjoy it, keep your broke ass happy

Tell your slut to stop coming on my page

Ain't with that community shit

She can keep the dick

Ain't tryna cop an STI

I got shame, class

Do not need you or any man

I hope we never cross paths

Cuz if we do

I'm getting locked up behind bars.

I'm SEA for the motherfucking gods

So tell me...

Who the fuck are you?

You know the funny thing

You were like magic to me

Happened in a flash the most meaningful and beautiful

You were like oxygen to me

If you disappear, i felt like my life would disappear

I fucking loved you

I loved you Kevin Bosco

I fucking loved you

But you just a clown

You a clown ass bitch ass nigga

And I'm awake now

I mean…

I was… I was tripping

(F…)

(Fuck all of em)

(Fuck em)

(Fuck all of em)

(You should Fucking die)

(I do not wish you well)

(Die Fucking Die nigga)