my friend who became a white stargazer lily Lyrics

How long has it been since you've showered yourself in the blue light of the moon?

Wrapped like a blanket in your parent's backyard

With fuck-all to say or do?

Surrounded by corn fields, some weeds by your backpack

And pebbles inside your shoes?

And if this is where you belong now, I get it

I'll write, and I'll say something cool

Only if I'm allowed will I visit, expected

So your parents don't shoot me for trespassing

And on days that are sunny

I'll bring you some water

And talk like you're still here, you never left

Not that you'd have ears but I once read a study

That plants can have feelings too

And for you I have enough of that

For you, I'd lay it all down

Pack it in and tend to it

So carefully, so that maybe

Those roots will reach you

Lay your fate right down in front of me

Let it hang, collect your change

Turn yourself inside out

You smile up and ask me

You ask me what the time is

Does it exist there, and do you feel it?

I wont know that until I join you

But that's not enough to kill me

No, that's not what I'd have wanted

I bleed so I can feel you

Holding me up, and I should have asked you

What your favorite color was

What your favorite song was