Carrie (R.I.P.) Lyrics

Things been rough last few weeks

And I been feeling drained mentally

I didn't want to wake up to these

From your mother no less it was scary

I know you had your demons, always fighting

I don't want to believe

But I got to face facts and realize you're not coming back

We had our ups and downs but God damn

I wish we could've had one last talk

One last conversation to help you get back on track

And fix your life before it was too late but damn

I wish you would've reached out

You know I'm always there to help, better than anyone else

This is one of the hardest things I've had to read

"I just wanted to let you know that Carrie passed away last night"

Hit me in the gut like a Mike Tyson punch

I couldn't believe what I was reading, fuck

Why'd you get so attached to them drugs

You had a daughter and a fucking son

But I guess that just wasn't enough

I'm sitting here wondering and cussing to myself

Like if I had reached out would you have listened?

No probably not, but I'm so devastated that Adia lost her mom

I'm sorry for all the fights we had but I forgave you long ago

I'm sorry you fell down the wrong path I'm hoping you're in a better place though

Cause I can't imagine never seeing or speaking to you again

But it's the reality that's settling in and I just don't know how your sisters and mother feel

Your family must be grieving losing someone who could light up a room

Making people laugh, you'll be dearly missed Carrie

I love you and I'll miss you, until we meet again

Rest in peace baby girl, one love