Lost In London Lyrics

I push myself cause I need to get out

I've been scared of the clouds

No but I can't wait for sunny days

I hate myself when I'm riddled with doubt

So I cut that shit out

And then I go hide the bloody blade

It's harder every day

To find reasons to be awake

I push the blame on shitty sleep

And I might break to catch up on things

It's a perpetual pain

I'm homeless out in the rain

A treadmill I'm tryna race

I'm not at home when I'm at home

I thought I'd grow up but I'm only getting old

And I keep finding the same problems I thought I'd solved

The pressures on it covers me

Anxiety still finding me

I'm in the city and its colorful

Its busy but I'm still alone

Like every day I'm lost in London

I know my life should be so wonderful

We're all a bit misunderstood

You really don't know 'til you've done it

Think I'm lost at sea

Need to get to Z

Don't get no Z' s now

Short twenty three now

Spotlight on me yeah yeah

It feels unatural I got a front but I'm not fake tho

I'm out here on the road I make the stage home

I'm not at home when I'm at home

I thought I'd grow up but I'm only getting old

And I keep finding the same problems I thought I'd solved

The pressures on it covers me

Anxiety still finding me

I'm in the city and its colorful

Its busy but I'm still alone

Like every day I'm lost in London

I know my life should be so wonderful

We're all a bit misunderstood

You really don't know 'til you've done it

I'm stuck in the middle

Floatin out in limbo

I'm a swim ahead 'til I find a coast

My whole life's a riddle I solve little by little

The only way I get out is through

I'm stuck in the middle

Floatin out in limbo

I'm a swim ahead 'til I find a coast

My whole life's a riddle I solve little by little

The only way I get out is through

I'm not at home when I'm at home

I thought I'd grow up but I'm only getting old

And I keep finding the same problems I thought I'd solved

The pressures on it covers me

Anxiety still finding me

I'm in the city and its colorful

Its busy but I'm still alone

Like every day I'm lost in London

I know my life should be so wonderful

We're all a bit misunderstood

You really don't know 'til you've done it

Oh lost in London

Oh lost in London