Pain Inside ft. Jay Cut Up Lyrics

And I'm realizing man

I'm fucked up

like for real though

You fucked up too

Just listen

And I got secrets, I'm gone died with

Shit that I can't pale, cant pale (Ouhh)

They sent my brother to the island

My mama she was crying

She crying, (mmh)We crying

You see me smiling, but I'm hurting in silence

Who care to listen, so I talk to the mirror

The only place that I see God and he listens

I summoned death but devil scared to get near me

You hear me ?

Heart broken, where my bottle pop

I just need to get me right

I might do a perc today, until I feel I'm right okay

They telling me slow down, off that crazy shit I'm talking about

But baby It's how I'm feeling, I can't help it I got pain inside

I'm really on my own, y'all can't tell me how I feel inside

I wake up wanna kill myself, but I don't wanna hurt my mom

My sister really love me though, that shits unconditional

So if I take my life tonight, I know that it would kill them both

She killed my

Cause get ex came out of jail

That same nigga that use to beat her, but oh well

Talking down on my little sisters, Is you out your mind

And my peoples really loved you, till you crossed that line

And I got secrets, I'm gone died with

Shit that I can't pale, cant pale (Ouhh)

They sent my brother to the island

My mama she was crying

She crying, (mmmh)We crying

You see me smiling, but I'm hurting in silence

Who care to listen, so I talk to the mirror

The only place that I see God and he listens

I summoned death but devil scared to get near me

You hear me ?

Ain't seen my bro in fifteen years, I swear I can't wripe nomore tears

Sometimes I see em in the mirror, I wanna ask him how he feel ?

Niggas had their hand all In my plate, while I was tryna fix a meal

Having suicidal thoughts, I pray you love me while I'm here

Hope you love me if I'm right or wrong

It's some shit that you don't need to know

Heard the devil really want my soul, but God gave me a pick and roll

I been lead on, my baby did me dead wrong

For the times they ain't understand me, It's some shit I had to stand on

She killed my

Cause get ex came out of jail

That same nigga that use to beat her, but oh well

Talking down on my little sisters, Is you out your mind

And my peoples really loved you, till you crossed that line

And I got secrets, I'm gone died with

Shit that I can't pale, cant pale (Ouhh)

They sent my brother to the island

My mama she was crying

She crying, (mmmh)We crying