girl next door Lyrics

I hate that I can't look at the sun

The sunset's so pretty I come undone

I know it's bad for my eyes but maybe I'd rather be blind

Than never again see the sun streak the sky

Like a thousand fireflies

And I wish I could paint so you could see what I see

Because it makes me think of you, it makes me think of us

It makes me think of the ways I could've saved the two of us

Makes me wonder if I always knew

Before you pointed out you loved her too

You said it's true I'll never go a day without loving you

Knew I'd be the one you woke up to

So just how long was I stood on thin ice for

Before you changed your mind and went to the girl next door

I see you with her dancing under the tree

I feel sixteen when I see you not with me

I see you smile at her, like she's the only girl you've ever seen

And it breaks me because I know you never looked at me like that

And I can't go back and change the past oh no

Because it makes me think of you, it makes me think of us

It makes me think of the ways I could've saved the two of us

Makes me wonder if I always knew

Before you pointed out you loved her too

You said it's true I'll never go a day without loving you

Knew I'd be the one you woke up to

So just how long was I stood on thin ice for

Before you changed your mind and went to the girl next door

Now I'm running to old books and old films I've seen

Trying to figure out what'd make you treat me

Like this

And my friends can't answer why I wouldn't give up

Why I'd still want to believe in love

Like ours

Because it makes me think of you, it makes me think of us

It makes me think of the ways I could've saved the two of us

Makes me wonder if I always knew

Before you pointed out you loved her too

You said it's true I'll never go a day without loving you

Knew I'd be the one you woke up to

So just how long was I stood on thin ice for

Before you changed your mind and went to the girl next door