Will I be a mother Lyrics

A breeze came in awoke my senses

What do I do with all my knowledge

I think a lot about how all twinkles and fades

Staring my eyes in the mirror

Acknowledging this statement

How I once baldly wanted a daughter

How I now see my friends as mothers

Wonder if I'll get that honor

My life's changed so much

This room's not getting any smaller

I tell you some of this now my imaginary daughter

How I now know who won't be your father

I worked so hard to black out every night

To conceal what I really felt in life

Tell you more of that later my lovely daughter

See these clouds and I have a deeper understanding

I speak to them sometimes they feel more stable than my friends

See that one moving

I wonder if you will ever exist

Will I ever have a daughter

Will I ever be a mother

Now is the time for happiness

One day I hope to tell her all of this

So she will understand how far I had to slip to be here

How much heart I know I have to love her