Dear Diary Lyrics

Tell me is it possible to write away the demons inside of me

They say choose your battles, I decide to fight silently

Little bits of jealousy, anger, depression, even anxiety

That come together, try to block my vision entirely

I never let it

I'll be damned if you do and then tell me you're okay with it

Between the beats I built a world of bars, so you know that Imma live in it

Mornings where I didn't make my bed but at night I still laid in it

Just be yourself, everybody plays the game different

All these different ways to learn all the same lessons

The less you look the more you see, you just gotta listen

And I listen a lot

This is when you give it your all and people see it, appreciate it

Turn around and say you're missing a spot

When you give someone a present and they hope it's something cooler than it is

Just be grateful there's a gift in the box

I tell myself I'm in my head cause I don't know if I'm not

I know I gotta let the people rock

Instead of begging they were rocking out to me

These the type of verses I write that I should probably start with dear diary

It sound fire to you but it's dire to me

Fear inside of me that people lie to me when they're tired of me

Avoiding telling me the truth that I deserve to hear

Sometimes the progress feels like seven years

Other times it feels like seven days

I hate comparing my art to others and still do it

Me and my ignorant ways

I'm only 20 yet somehow feel like I'm doing it wrong

I had a vision that I hit a thousand views on a song

Milestones I have yet to reach

Meanwhile sitting on a pile of unreleased

Making records that hold tremendous meaning to me

Tengu telling me to drop a single every week

Math3w telling me to be the change I wanna see

Paid attention to the details, needed a receipt

A picky eater, I don't ever wanna taste defeat

I'd rather lay the path out let people follow me than stare at my phone screen and care about who follows me

Life is too short for that crap

Woke up and told myself I'm gonna chase my dreams

Part of its for me, the other part is strictly for the team

Voices in my head distinctly saying words to me

One day our worlds will meet

Until then it's me myself and the music

Beanie